Tuesday, 13 January 2015

Initial feelings after the doctors appointment



Monday 12th January 2015

Apparently I experienced my first ever anxiety/panic attack yesterday.  I spent today with an extremely worrying discomfort in my chest, along with pain in my arms and dizzy spells.  I was so frightened I thought I might possibly end up in hospital.  The discomfort is still there but after an emergency trip to the doctors, at least I know what was wrong.

Problem is, I am really not in a good place right now and I very almost blew up at one of my friends because of something that wasn’t their fault.  I just want to curl up into a ball and hide away until I feel better, but I know that just isn’t possible.  Right, now I’m typing nonsense/jumbled ramblings because I don’t know how I feel.

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